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Guilt

long time no write on this blog. When this happens, usually, and 'cause I do with the daily flood events, also because' going in to living history with Prisca, I create an emotional upheaval that I can not stand. Waves are emotional, and sometimes 'more' strong sometimes less, this for all situations that challenge us emotionally. It 'something I've observed in myself and also in Prisca, over the years, in various situations that arise, whether they were linked to the disease, whether they were linked to other things in life, even if the latter were always, inevitably, intertwined with the disease. Now, when I write our history, I can not help but relive it with the mind, heart, and so on emotions, sometimes feelings of guilt, that evil, they want to sneak more .... By the time we lived in different situations, I know I did everything I could humanly do more 'I could not, but now cold, I think that what I have done it differently, I could do that too' other .... confront the disease, when and 'severe and prolonged and' stress is difficult to quantify. The only way that we have found, and 'was to work on our psychological condition, striving to maintain balance, of course sometimes we cried together or separately, argued, screamed, one needs to ease the tensions that build up the way .... and best 'therapy of laughter and sports, but the time when you could not practice, you had to find another outlet. But there were moments of short, very short duration, then we hope and reattached to the fact that life is still lived, and how we 'were given. We all want to be born billionaire with a chance 'to do only what we want and go to the places of the earth where there is' the best climate, the landscape more 'beautiful when we go' ... I'd like to hear the opinion of one of these billionaires born, a really happy, that can honestly state that lacks for nothing. However, I remain convinced that if we were born in a certain place with certain characteristics, that 's what we try, we need to evolve and grow spiritually. And with this conviction, Prisca and I, we lived our story to the end. I think that moments of crisis when we arrived we walked away from the concept. Maybe this is 'one of the "laws of the world" mentioned by Battiato in the song "The Cure", which I have already' mentioned in the post "Evolution" and in these times when I do the wave overwhelmed emotionally attached to nostalgia, guilt feelings, I just have to return to the concept that has guided and supported during the most 'difficult.